regrets:review of the past

I have always been a clumsy person ever since not physically in its literal sense of the word but emotionally. I always tend to give my heart easily—kung sa bisaya pa, humok og ilong—to someone who shows that I am somehow special. Kana mura ko iya pinangga but not knowing that that person’s treatment is not I thought it would be. Assuming ra kayo to expect something too much in return. I don’t know but ever since I have always wanted to look for someone who knows what my true value really means, like I wanted to be pampered and cared for each day. It has been too long since my last intimate relationship with someone, 4 years I guess in counting. Maybe, it was really my choice to stay single afterall, and learn from what I experienced before. Maybe, things aren’t going what they seemed before. Maybe, I was totally immature and childish. Not maybe, but I was really hard-headed and stubborn before. I make simple things complicated and I always am the stupidest person I ever knew in this world, I guess! Hahaha! But I was thankful enough to those things I didn’t know I would survive up until now. I still kept on making a lot of mistakes now but with each mistake I make; I make sure those will never be repeated. I remember a dear friend of mine-- actually close friend once said that “History repeats itself for those who refuses to learn”.  Kung sa baga, magbalik-balik lang jud ang tanan kung dili ka makarealize na imo gibuhat kay sayop. I have never entertained the thought of regretting something but I have. I have regretted every single mistake I did in my past.

Hahay! Kapoi kayo ang mag cge og think og mga sayop noh? Most importantly, kapoi magcge buhat og sayop na dili ta kahibaw na sayop ba jud na ato gibuhat. Gets? I don’t get it either.lol.hahaha! Basta, mao nato siya.Don’t do something which you think will make you regret at the end or something that will make you regret in your entire life.

Xoxo

EricdereyJ