I don't know how to describe you as you yourself because there is no word enough to describe how you are to me. I mean, a word doesn't fit every single detail that describes you because you are special to me. When I left, what comes to my mind was your reaction at the airport aside seeing my mom and brother cried for me, I saw yours. That was one of the painful memories that I cannot forget. What hurts the most was, you were trying to hold it up and not cry which actually worked. Just don't wanna think about it. On the other hand...
"I missed you so much! Every single day".
Everytime weekends come, my mind always remember what we usually do. It was countless beers, nightouts, parties, talks, and movies we had together. I missed us. I missed talking with you over something which lasted for a night--sensical or nonsense. I missed going out with you and have coffee and laughing about something stupid we did or you did. hahaha..memories:(
You are the only person I have who I can be myself. No secrets and everything is so much real when we are together like no restraints and limitations. We both know we have a lot of friends but it's so different when we are both together--Remember? "WE DON'T HAVE COMFORT ZONES ANYMORE",hahahahaha. "Kung sa imo blog pa, "Mabuhi ra ta kita ra duha. Malingaw ra ta. Wala pay arte, wala pa'y problema."---- You and Me, Just us Two".
You actually know that your temper annoys me but I sucked it Up! lol. I didn't notice that that is one of the things I missed about you, a trademark to be exact. You have been a sister to me, you were and still is my partner in crime, my bestfriend, my buddy, my girl-friend, and my cousin. We know each other so much that even silence can't break it off. We have been so familiar with each other that we understand each others problems. Even if we were beside each other overnight and never talk, we could still hear each others thoughts. Kay dili man bungol,hahahah.
I just missed you so much. This is what it is all about. You may have your own decisions and path to take, we both know that we still have a point of intersection in our lives that we
meet and sit by each other's side.Who knows, that time is just along the corner;-D
We might not have the perfect world but when we are together, everything is just perfect--JUST US TWO :0
moi,
ericderey:)
ohmygosh eric! i never thought you'd do this. Thank you so much!!! this really made me tear up and miss you even more! IF you must know and don't flatter yourself, haha, my weekends now are the same as my weekdays. i miss our planned gimiks that always ended in some impromptu happenings. We go out to watch movies then we end up partying. i miss you big time, i know you know that. and we are separated by a thousand miles for a long time but i know that somewhere along the way, we'd find each other again. and we'd paint the town red again! I miss you and I love you teh!
ReplyDeletei Just missed being us you know. Like it seemed that everything we do is all impromptu. Planned or no plans, still we find each other's comfort. And you know that no matter how many times we fight, I'd still look for you at the end of the day:) i love you and i missed you big time teh.
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